Rebecca

The Swaggers is quiet at the moment and since I already stocked the shelfs and checked if we needed anything downstairs - I got nothing to do right now, apart from waiting for the first Customers to arrive.

Tammy mannaged to get herself banned from Trinsie. I had the feeling, that -it- might happen.
Tammy's temper is the same, as it always have been.
She can be a pain at times, but then again - She can also be very protective and helpful towards her friends.
She ain't a bad person.

Speaking of 'Bad Persons' ...
The evening, where Tammy got banned from Trinsie, I noticed - That the Redkilts got a Recruit (Which ain't unusual) - But a Drow?!
I thought Drows, were only plotting against eachother and theire surroundings - Not to mention starting fights.
Ahh well, it's not really my business - Hell, I don't even live in Trinsie!

I tried to cheer Lyonya up a little yesterday. Bought her a bottle of rum.
- Irk! I don't understand how, she can drink that. It feels like your tongue gets on fire. Irk!
Her sight still ain't better.
I've been asking around, between the diffrent customers, if they knew what to do.
And one of them suggested, that we should seek out the People from Umbra and the idea is better than nothing, I've came up with.
I do wonder, if I should go there and bring Lyonya.. Because, I haven't seen Agnes, since she was at the Swaggers and tried her best to help Lyonya.

I haven't seen much to Hanse either lately.
He is busy with the Vesperian Army and I can't demand, that he stops by the Swaggers all the time.
And to be honest - Ack! Can I really write this?
I haven't really noticed, he's been away, because I've been keeping myself entertained at the Swaggers.

I'm starting to get worried about myself.
It's the flirting, I feel like it's takeing me down a path, where I can't really control what's happening.

Locke, has - After he returned sleept at my place, since he don't wanna sleep at Tammy's anymore.
Well, he ain't in my bed. He is on the rug downstairs infront of the fireplace.
He kisses my forhead and tells me soft words... Is he another womanizer? I bet it, and this is were I know - I'm so unexperienced...

I feel so guilty and it surely don't make it better - kissing and playing around with Hedlyn.
Just made me feel worse. I found out the hard time, back when I was together with Kiran.
With this path, I'll end up hurting someone, and probably get hurted myself...

And like this all this wasen't enough. Hedlyn and Locke don't like eachother.
Hate when my friends can't get along.
They were fighting the other day.. Or well not excatly fighting. It was more Locke beating on Hedlyn.

It have actually been a while, since the Besieger have stopped by the Swaggers, I do wonder if he had been caught...

Ah! Finally, Customers...



*The writeing ends...*

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