Faeryl

I am out of Vierna’s favour. She found out what Xun’riia and I were up to. Jhulae opened her big mouth and told all, as I knew she would. She whipped me soundly. Not for going against her, that is expected. But for being stupid. Yes, I have been stupid. We both know we need each other to depose Maya and our mother. And just now, Vierna is too strong for me. Too high in Lloth’s favour. Time to start again. You have my loyalty dear sister, for the moment at least.

The half breed brat went missing again. Of course the finger of blame was immediately pointed at Vierna’s followers. Fortunately it was easily demonstrated that this was an act which was against Vierna’s interests. The perpetrator was soon established to be a male drow called Nil’tyrr. Vierna authorised his take out.

Not only was the half breed brat missing, so too was a human female. Despite best efforts over several days, no trace of them could be found. His house was watched, but it remained empty. The fact that the brat had been taken angered me. She has something I need. I will have my revenge on him whether authorised or not! Then out of the blue, the brat and the female were seen staggering towards the gate of the yellow town. They had both been badly tortured.

What is it about the male drow psyche? They know they are inferior to the female and whilst most retain the proper attitude and accept their position, some like Nil’tyrr feel a need to rebel. And in doing so they lose all. I blame this accursed surface world. They look and see the human male appear dominant and think that they can be the same. How stupid they are! And this one, Nil’tyrr was stupider than most. His choice of victim tells much about his psyche.

A child and a human female. Selected for abuse and torture. What does that tell us? It tells us that he is completely inadequate, both mentally and sexually! He knows he cannot dominate or satisfy a mature drow female so he turns to what he sees as weaker than him. A child and a young human female. If he thought he was better than he is, he would have chosen as his victim something stronger than himself. But he did not. For he is a male drow. Weak. Inferior. Cowardly. Inadequate.

From what I saw of the injuries, his methods were crude and immature. No subtlety at all. Another sign of inadequacy. The suggestion is the that young female snapped and turned on her tormentor. Another sign of weakness. She overcame him and killed him. Another sign of inferiority. Most now think it is over. Perhaps she did kill him rather than just leave him for dead. If he still lives, Lloth send him to me!

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