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Originally Posted by Sheaf of Papers Nothing...nothing, I woke up...not a day from here...in a crypt, undead...no shock, nothing a lust for battle, perhaps that is the plague still in my veins. Not even a name..Stanner, I found it on a gravestone. All I have known since that day is battle, battle against the Alliance, the Scarlet Crusade, The Scourge, The Burning Legion, The Blackdragonflight, Dark Iron dwarves, the Ahn'Qiraj....battle against anything. I have pretended it is for gold, for honor, glory, but...really I know nothing else, I feel no need for anything else. Books...they don't interest me, I don't even care for politics, love? I scoff, if I can, I have not tried. I do not miss my humanity, what was I?! A paladin I like fighting them best, perhaps that is my subconcious, how ironic, once a defender of Lordaeron, now I would think nothing of eating a human child.
Another day, I hear rumblings of another land through the portal in the blasted lands, do I go, since the last battle against the wasp, I have nothing, battle lost its meaning, battle is who I was, what does that make me?! There is nothing left. I have been here months, thinking, never before have I allowed myself time to think, I write this down to collect my thoughts...I think....I actually feel lonely, I feel....something for the first time, is this worthy of a warrior? I have spent my life..unlife in the shadows, but never quite alone, the guild who helped satisfy my lust for battle, Ubiquity, undoubtedly they will have headed through the dark portal in search of glory.
I wake again, I actually walked to Brill...a days walk but useful, atleast...I pretend it was, I have fooled myself into thinking I walked a day accross the glades...for information. What if I went for companionship...god, what am I, what have I become...
I have not written for awhile, I continue to search for the meaning the reason why I retained my control, but not my memories *Dried Blood covers the rest of this sheet*
a scarlet patrol dropped by, they suprised me, I had no chance to hide, they forced me to fight, what had I become these last few months, I fought...I won, my reflexes still enough, I tasted flesh...amazing, what stopped me before, how did I ever survive without this, my lust for battle has returned, new challenges are required, through the dark portal? Yes...to outlands. I am back... |