| I look up at the burning yellow orb and turn away.
*curses* G knows! He has suspected something was not right with me for a while. I tried hard to hide it, but he spotted the little things that others ignored. *curses again* Damn the male and his perception! *sighs* And then it happened. In the Trinsic Tavern of all places, a complete black out. Without explanation these momentary blank lapses, suddenly turned into something worse.
Faeryl told me later I was out for several hours. I cannot recall a thing. My memory is a complete blank. Except for one thing??..
From what Faeryl told me, it seems I had returned to the Abyss. But why? There is no reason to go back. Lloth made that clear the last time. The Dark Mother will not want to see me until all this is over?one way or the other. So why did my astral body go back? Why can I not recall this? The last time everything was clear. I saw everything, I heard everything, I remember everything. I was there with Lloth?s favour. But not this time?..why?
I am in the tavern, talking?next I am in my bed screaming. Screaming in such a way that I have never experienced. Yet I felt no pain.
"You were in the Abyss" said Faeryl. "G saw, he brought you back". " You were not in deep". She continued. "Maybe only as far as level 12, but no deeper?.G got you back before you could go further".
Why? Why can I not remember? What is this all about? I recall nothing, except one thing?..vague words??
It is calling from the deep.
Summoning me to endless sleep.
Its trying to drag me down???drag me down.
I watch, I assess, I report.
Vel'drav l' sil'in qu'ellar d'Hun?ett zotrethen??Jal zhal sha-rasa!!!
Lloth tlu laoles, dosst handmaiden orn naut hojh dos!!!! |