| Hello yellow orb, shine all you like *laughs*
Once I had established what a fraud Moiraine was, I branded her with Lloth on her back and got rid of her. It was pointless holding her, I had nothing to gain. Sure I might have tortured her to death, but in all likelihood she would have committed suicide before that. Keeping her was no longer in my interests. Still if it amuses me, I can always pick her up again. She knows she is no longer safe from me. *laughs*
Later I let the guard go. I had at first intended to hold her as a bargaining tool, but then I changed my mind. I still need someone on the inside. So after I worked her over a bit and branded her with the Dark Mother, I released her. She will come back to me. Despite seeing some of my true side, she has also seen the true side of Moiraine. Yes I will win her back and expose the true side of Trinsic?.not City of Honour, but City of Corruption.
It was wise to lie low for the next few days. Let things quieten down, then I can move on. I therefore resumed my search for the Temple of Lloth. I also spent time with SD, which proved delightful in more ways than one. Knowing that she had been on the surface many decades, I told her of the Temple and my search. I quizzed her about Naeloth, that ruins of the Temple where supposed to be there but I had yet to find it. She told me all that I had heard was false. A Temple did exist at one time and she had a rough idea of where it was. And so we began a search. After what seemed like a fruitless search, we found it! Or rather SD did.
And there it stood, still stands in all its glory. Evidence of a pitched battle lay around and it was clear Lloth triumphed. The Temple stood unscathed whilst all around were scattered the bones and skulls of a vanquished Von?Sah. And Lloth shone in all her dark majesty!
For now the location will remain known only to me and my followers. My enemies will not gain any advantage over me and I and Lloth will prevail. Nothing will turn me from my goals!
After the finding of the Temple, I confided in SD. My momentary lapses, black-outs are returning. So far I have managed to keep this from G and the others, but for how much longer? I am at a loss as to what to do. SD can do nothing, only support me. I cannot allow for this to become known. If my mother or my followers find out, it will be taken as a sign of weakness. Worse still if my enemies should find out?????
I watch, I assess, I report.
Vel'drav l' sil'in qu'ellar d'Hun?ett zotrethen??Jal zhal sha-rasa!!!
Lloth tlu laoles, dosst handmaiden orn naut hojh dos!!!! |