Iskara

To the Libertines,

I'd like to re-apply for my old spot as raid healer in the guild. Bearing in mind,
however, what happened before and around the time I left, I thought it might
be a good idea to comment on that.

As some of you may remember, I was hardly acting in an exemplary manner
at the time. I was ill-tempered, touchy and tended to get rude when irritated,
and I was all too easily irritated just then. This had to do with some RL
problems of mine that unfortunately spilled over into my attitude in the game.
I gave undeserved offense to a number of guild members, and I am sincerely
sorry about that. To those of you I offer my apologies.

Now, I would love to be able to promise that it won't happen again -- but
unfortunately, in all honesty I can't do that. You see, my problems are
cyclical in nature; they are to a great degree caused by a mood disorder
that I try hard to keep from getting out of hand but which I can't really control.
The best I can do when I am headed on a downswing is to limit my contact
with stressful situations and attempt to avoid arguments; my main reason
for leaving the guild when I did was not anger but the simple realisation that
I could not trust myself to act rationally towards others at the time.

At this time, I have recovered a good deal. Also, I miss my membership
in the Libertines and would like to return to you. But again I realise that
I gave offense to at least some of you before I left, and I by no means take
a return for granted. Still, I would like to make the offer. Let me finish by
saying that if you do decide that it would be better if I did not return, I won't
hold it against anyone in the guild and that I wish the Libertines the best
of luck in the future.

Take care, and be well.

Iskara