Captain's log
15th day of the 2nd month
I need to find a better place to hide this bloody thing; I have a bad feeling that I've been rumbled.
Visited Lou this morning to check how things were. She told me what she said to Tanya, which pretty much consisted of her saying how she was still in love with me and didn't see that changing and how she'd tried numerous times to seduce me but I'd rejected her as I'm madly in love with Tanya.
I was incredibly surprised at that. The Louisa of old would have told her everything and lumped in a few strategically placed barbs to render the situation completely hopeless but I guess she's finally realising that even if that did happen I'd always end up back with Tanya, this is the only possible way she can ever have me in any capacity.
She even offered to have the children so that Tanya and I could be alone. I'll be visiting her later on as I promised her that today would be our 'special day'. I really shouldn't open my big mouth so often.
As I said before I have a horrible feeling that Tanya's been reading this log, she left a little note on top of it which I found upon my return home yesterday morning. If she has been reading it I can't quite understand why she's reacting the way she is but she's definitely checking up on me, why find the excuse to drop a second clue off at work if I'm already going to be there? She said she did that purely so as to avoid me having to head home to begin with so I'd arrive at the final destination more swiftly but I'm not so sure.
She then laid the guilt trip on really thick, apologising for not always trusting me and how she knows deep down that I'd never do anything again.
It's almost like she wants to see me squirm!
Rose has taken to running around dressed up in a Waywatcher uniform pretending to be Floria again. I know it's probably too much to ask but I sometimes wish that my daughters would just stop masquerading as one another and get along. Heh and they wonder why I won't readily admit to them being mine. Ahh... the joys of twins.
- Dart ----- ----- ----- ----- -----
Captain's log
16th day of the 2nd month
I'm either growing insane with paranoia or Tanya's been reading my log and is aware of every movement.
Yesterday I came home to find my clothes dumped on the ground outside and the locks changed. It all seemed quite innocent once Tanya had explained what had occurred and how it was apparently nothing to do with me being an adulterous man-whore but I'm still dreading every minute I spend at home.
Spent much of yesterday with Lou and again cunningly avoided a sexual encounter. Granted I ended up spending much of the meeting dressed in less than I had arrived in but the longer I can delay the inevitable the better.
I have no idea what I'm going to do when she finally puts her foot down. Run? Feign death?
I'll tell her I've recently started to suffer from impotence! Yeah!
Wait... no... she'll attempt to cure it herself.
- Dart