| Things are getting black again and I feel cold, why is that? I am on the way to gaining the Skull and yet I am miserable. Is it because I need Xun’riia’s help and she’s not there? She has her own challenge, this I know. One she has shut me from, one she says will prove how worthy she is to Lloth and me. But does it go deeper than that? Is she going to betray me after all?
Why do I feel cold? No, not the cold of the atmosphere, an inner coldness that I have never experienced before. I need Xun’s help; she knows the surface better than me. She said she would, she knows I will share all with her, yet she grows distant. Is this why I am so cold? Is this a sign, a warning? Her quest to capture a living soul is so important to her, so engrosses her, so much so that she has kept even Les’tran from me. This return of blackness, this coldness that engulfs me, what is Lloth telling me? Xun’riia are you going to betray me?
So black, so cold. Lloth help me! You know it is my destiny to rule and I want my Xun’riia by my side when I do. But if she betrays me…so cold, so black. I look at the scar on my left palm, it tells me nothing. I look inside myself and see my heart is black, but it has always been. I am cold and not even the power Lloth grants me can warm me. Xun…. Xun… why are you going to betray me? |