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Rebecca · 15-09-08, 02:11 PM

Monday 15. September.

The last few day have taken theire toll on me and I feel exhausted.

Yesterday, it was like reality hit me - Elliot is dead and I will never see him enter the Swaggers and order some water and bring it down to the table near Garret.
I will never again hear his voice saying "Should I set him on fire now?" when the madness reached unlimitted levels of craziness at the Swaggers.
What I will miss most - Is his smile, and his humor and the conversations we used to have...

I think Elliot would have been surprised to see all the people attending his funeral.. Even people, who we haven't seen for years attended.

Esca started out with reading Elliot's will. To my surprise - Both Sioned and myself were mentioned and I felt so guilty when Esca asked me to come up and pick up the check. I feel lousy for accepting the doubloons, because I cheated on Elliot more than once and never had the courage to come clean with him about it - Not even when I broke up with him.

After Elliot will were published - Esca allowed people to say something at his funeral.. Van had a few words to share with everyone about Elliot.

Van made me smile with his last line and I think alot of people would agree the line - Vesper won't be the same without Elliot around.

The news about Elliot's assasination also reached Anna-Maria - Who these days have settled down as a Fisher's wife.
Oh it's so typical Anna - Even though it might be depressing she is always able to come with some comment that makes us wonder or struggle not to giggle..

Even one of his enemies stood up and said something that wasn't insulting. I am still shocked that they didn't go
"Har! That's what you get for beeing a Vesperian! Har! In your face!"

Now, I know what Walker meant with "Let his final wish for justice be fulfilled"
The Guards were there for Kiran and I can't say I did anything - what so ever to stop them. I just don't care about him anymore..

Can Kiran sit in the Swaggers the very day before the funeral and say shite like this...

... His on my own.

Can he sit and ramble about how he wanna ban me from Vesper when he have the power to do so - His on his own.
Can he sit and threathen me, by strangling Sioned infront of me - Then he sure as feck - is on his own!!

My only regret is that my aim were so lousy that eve and I only managed to injury his shoulder and that Railen were so naive that she wanted helped him. Even though I tried to warn her about him..

For all I care, Kiran could have stayed on the floor in the Swaggers and bleed to death! Hell, I would even have cleaned up the mess myself!

If I am gonna leave Swaggers - Then those that wants me out, must carry me out.

All I can do now is hopeing that Kiran's muppets will forget about him and let him rot in the cell as he bloodi deserves!