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Rebecca · 17-10-08, 01:15 PM

Friday 17th. October.

I have been meant to write in my diary for weeks - If it haven't already turned into months. So much have happend to me and I am greeting it with mixed feelings.

For several of years - If it aint a decade by now, I have been walking around in the believe that children of my own was something I would never get to experience.
I tried sleeping with a pillow under my behind, I have tried potions - One more foul than the other one, I heard rumors years ago about this elf-lass from Trinsic who is so special, that she could heal any injury - and ofcause I also gave her a visit back then. Still nothing happend..

Hedlyn came and brought this wonderful little troublemaker into my life and I swear, I was - Well I still am the happiest woman in Sosaria.

Then my friends began to bond and have children and I felt the sting of jealousy, everytime I saw the growing tummys. I cried so many tears and I guess to a point, the sick - Very sick Fain felt sorry for me and he brought me back another little Heartbreaker - Adrian.

When I look up from my head up from my writeings I can see both of them at the carpet playing with the toys.
My clever little lass. Seeing you there with your brother and he sits munching on a toy that you want... You pick up something else and he drops whatever it is he have in his hands to reach for it. I wonder how long she will be able to do that..

This is what I have and I am grateful for it. I really am.
I accepted the fact and then... I began feeling nausea and beeing so tired that getting out of the bed in the mornings was a complet nightmare.

After more than two months, I decided that maybe I should visit the Healers and then I got the shock of my life...

I am pregnant. A blessing or a curse? I don't know really.
Everyone keeps telling me to go and tell Devante - But it's easier said than done.
Like when I was speaking with Gwen from the Rose about Adrian - I heard Devante's statement "Me and babies are just a horrible cocktail". What in Sosaria makes them believe his gonna go jumping around and screaming in joy?
I have this image on how it's gonna turn out. When he hear about it, his gonna say "Pfft.. She's just after money.. That kid aint mine!". So why should I even bother?

I'm a lass with a reputation of beeing naugthy all the time and I can imagin that everyone have theire guess on who is the Father - I just try not letting it get to me.. I know for a fact, that it is Stirling. No matter what they say, when I was messing around with him - He was actually the only one.

Oh well enough about it!

Van have planned alot of diffrent Festivals in Vesper. We kicked off with Vesper's harvest festival. Alot of work with two diffrent tournaments, poem competition, Market and ofcause a round of Twisted. It wasn't as visited as one could have hoped for and we didn't pull home a large amount of doubloons. But I am satisfied with what we got..

It won't help to whine about it. I still got some trades and some deliveries to make.

The rumours about this Nest reached me and I went and paid it a visit.
It's very diffrent from the Swaggers - So many bright colours and on the first floor, it got a large mudbath. But I don't think, it's a competition to our own concept. I don't feel threathed by it in any way.
I did met the owner Elizabeth and as we talked, she gave me the tour around the Nest. Hmm that place surely have some possibilities regarding trades. It can come in handy for my trades with Stirling and Kendall, while there is these tensions between Vesper and Trinsic.

Hmm, I wonder if what the outcome of that will be...
More later though - The bloodi shelfs don't stock up by themself...