A book under Hugo's Bed

[Hugo Windstone]

I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. *Hugo sat down with a cramped hand* "For today my punishment is over" he mumbled to himself, and then tucked the book away.

[Hugo Windstone]

I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. Joining the sappers is not for me. Bombs are not for vipers. I am mature. Poking is not adultlike, and shaltn't be done. I will follow orders to the dot. I will do my best.I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. Joining the sappers is not for me. Bombs are not for vipers. I am mature. Poking is not adultlike, and shaltn't be done. I will follow orders to the dot. I will do my best.I am a good kaldorian, not a yewian. I follow orders and will change my attitude to better fit the army. Joining the sappers is not for me. Bombs are not for vipers. I am mature. Poking is not adultlike, and shaltn't be done. I will follow orders to the dot. I will do my best. *the writing becomes worse and worse as the lines repeat untill it looks sumwhat like a blob* *Hugo stared at the book blankly, he knew this was doing somthing, it haunted his mind each time he went to say somthing. His hand burned from writing, and he was tired of the smell of shit. At the bottom of the page in small, almost not even there, words is "I's a viper deep inside... and a viper i'll be...."
*what appears to be a bunch of flowers woven together to make necklass has been pressed on the page*

[Hugo Windstone]

Was i wrong to try to change myself fully? It appears i must learn control not change... I can control myself... I will control myself. I own myself, no one else. I can control myself... I will control myself. I own myself, no one else. I can control myself... I will control myself. I own myself, no one else. *Hugo looked at the book again somewhat happier* "I may just accomplish this." he said quietly

[Hugo Windstone]

way ter go.... slapped the face with a dagger hilt twice and a say somthing i shouldn't 'ave... didn't see it as somthing mildly dangerous till after.... crazy yewish... *the rest is covered in ink....*

[Hugo Windstone]

another great day of shite shoveling and taunting fer slipping. i couldn't have made a worse mistake.... yet again my life is perfect inriched...
*hugo banged his head against the book over and over still he became tired of it, he laid the book down and being to examin his wounds..* *the page had some drops of blood on it*

[Hugo Windstone]

To feel pain is to be alive.

[Hugo Windstone]

*hugo sat on his bed rubbing his chin* i's going to fix my jaw now... *hugo cracks his jaw back into its proper place with a loud grunt* aside from hurting myself more... there is SNOW! snow lovely snow! *pictures of snowmen and snowball fights are all around the page* *in almost unread able letters: i got a small kiss on the cheek, nothing more but still... warms me so...

[Hugo Windstone]

*the page has drops of blood all over it and the writting appears very woobly*
Damn... I got the most brutal healer here... bastard snuk up no me and cracked my nose back into place. Then he bandaged it, didn't even say a word... though he was rather god it at... Aside from getting my arse kicked by a giant group of brigands most of the day went well... New scary though brought to mind, never had much though about the misoleto outside the rose, then someone had to go and start wondering who got caught under it... not rushing into the rose, ill say that much... rather calm evening aside from the brigands, a few snowballs tossed, a plan to attack yew decided against, and relaxing at the rose drinking warm cider with charlotte. I hope her nose is fixable... she seemed rather worried about it...

[Hugo Windstone]

so many emotions about one thing... falling head over heels for one thing.... trying not push about one thing.... but why is it so hard....

[Hugo Windstone]

that old perv.... i can't believe him... nearly cut of my nuts! and now he susposivly has people after me. Yet its not me i am worried about... i know how to hide and stay in the shadows... but if he believes that i have beenl... well if he believes what he really does she might be attacked as well.... Thinks its her fault as well... its the old pervs mind! every sentence, every second has to be about sex. i used to respect the man... but now i pity him.... *a crude drawing of what appears to be an old man with a *big* red beard. He has a kryss though his chest and a bolt in his shoulder*

[Hugo Windstone]

i can't believe it... it just shouldn't happen... even to the old perv!*Hugo look around and muttered somthing as he rubbed his groin*Nearly did the same to me too.... old bastard perv.... but this "daily" person.... a nickname? real name? i will make she the whoring wench pays for what she did...

[Hugo Windstone]

the day i wished never to come, and yet i knew it would. She is engaged now... My only upset is if he treats her right. He better or there will be arse kicking. Aside from that them bastards tammy and tessah attacked us... and broke her nose... again i feel so bad for her... and everytime it happens she things she is ugly... how can somthing so beautiful think its ugly? Beautiful... smart.... witty.... so perfect... *hugo sighs once* Well i hope them the best. *there is an abnormaly large space....*


Tammy and tessah are rubbing off on me... its just not right.

[Hugo Windstone]

To much happened today.... lets see if we can find a place to start....
Early in the morning a got sat on by tessah.... which wouldn't have been so bad if her damn friend didn't go and sit on face.... i guess it could of been worse.... and then it did get worse.... i go to wipe my face off and then tessah hops me me again and shoves my face in the snow.... and then i get beaten with a lute! then there were massive snowball fights where i taught anyone how doesn't me you don't toss snow at me.... i buried one guy, so i think i am getting better.... Not much happened for some time and then we had training... It was rather fun but my habits made me use all of my pots... rather addiciting things they are. After training i had a drink with Charlotte.... she must have drinken the cider to fast, not have eaten, or the barmaid spiked it but she got out right drunk Then tammy and tessah came back and caused more trouble. One of her friends turned into a wolf a bit charlotte and tried to piss on me... glad i got the relflex of a dead cat. Then i went off to find charlotte who had run off to try to fix up her wound, and then an assassian tring to kill HER, but she tried to do so with me standing infront of her. Four big arrow holes right in the back. Apparently a few managed to get her too but i think i made a good meat sheild.... Then i get all bandaged up and someone gives her some rum, she chugged in one gulp... which ended in the result of a very very drunken marksmen... I feel rather bad fer her... she keeps thinking she isn't a good markie, and is ugly and blah blah blah! She is a fine marksmen, and......... very pretty, so far from ugly its not right. After i got her to her house and up to her bed she starts pulling her clothes off out of now where, i managed to look away and not see anything but she scared me have to death when she came back in pjs... I said night to her and ran back hoping to still find twiggy and the man who let her use his staff, staff. Then they start more trouble, but someone from vepser named Lance, and some other fellow beat the ever-loving-shite out of him. And after about a half hour of running we get tammy. She came back later on trying to kill me, with four mages. I mangaed to run off three times without taking to much damage and then i though about saying somthing but then decieded i shouldn't but had come out of the shadows to say it so it was too late.... they followed me for abit... tossed a fireball or too then made a gate that i ran through and hide.
I wonder if she ment somthing there from what she said.... most likelly drunk talk but being drunk makes you tell the truth... *hugo looks around once slightly confused, and then laid his head on his pillow, planning to think more than to sleep...*

[Hugo Windstone]

Out of now where she grabbed me and kissed me.... i though i was about to melt due to how bad i blushed... and then before she went to sleep she kissed me again... i don't know what to think now... i had given up on anything more than friends... but this... makes me wonder... *the rest of the page is ripped out*

[Hugo Windstone]

i haven't written in here for awhile.... been weary to but who really gives a feck i have nothing to hide in here.... lets see recap on what happened... i because a viper again, charlotte got pissed at me.... got un-pissed, i nearly got my face eated by tammy... i swear she has issues... i hope she was joking when she said she liked me, ugh i's doing so good... first person i see gets taken... and the second one thats after me is a whore... though numpty did make a good point... even though i ain't got lots of lass i do tend to be around em... somthing to look at i guess...