Iskara

To the Libertines,

I'd like to re-apply for my old spot as raid healer in the guild. Bearing in mind,
however, what happened before and around the time I left, I thought it might
be a good idea to comment on that.

As some of you may remember, I was hardly acting in an exemplary manner
at the time. I was ill-tempered, touchy and tended to get rude when irritated,
and I was all too easily irritated just then. This had to do with some RL
problems of mine that unfortunately spilled over into my attitude in the game.
I gave undeserved offense to a number of guild members, and I am sincerely
sorry about that. To those of you I offer my apologies.

Now, I would love to be able to promise that it won't happen again -- but
unfortunately, in all honesty I can't do that. You see, my problems are
cyclical in nature; they are to a great degree caused by a mood disorder
that I try hard to keep from getting out of hand but which I can't really control.
The best I can do when I am headed on a downswing is to limit my contact
with stressful situations and attempt to avoid arguments; my main reason
for leaving the guild when I did was not anger but the simple realisation that
I could not trust myself to act rationally towards others at the time.

At this time, I have recovered a good deal. Also, I miss my membership
in the Libertines and would like to return to you. But again I realise that
I gave offense to at least some of you before I left, and I by no means take
a return for granted. Still, I would like to make the offer. Let me finish by
saying that if you do decide that it would be better if I did not return, I won't
hold it against anyone in the guild and that I wish the Libertines the best
of luck in the future.

Take care, and be well.

Iskara

Snubson

You know how the apps get looked at, so, someone'll get to you as soon as possible

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Heresy

Dear Iskara,

After a considerable amount of discussion and input from many of our members, it has been decided at this time to decline the application.

I am sorry; and please know that we do appreciate the honesty and openness with which you have chosen to re-apply. Many of us have known you for some time and appreciate that the issue you have described above has been an ongoing struggle.

Nevertheless, the general consensus at this time is that its better for both the guild and yourself to continue on separate paths; but I feel comfortable in saying on behalf of the guild that we wish you all the best in your endeavours, both in WoW and otherwise.

Take care,
Heresy

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